My Realisation!

Over the past couple of weeks I've learnt some things about myself. I've learnt that I just don't know when to quit, and because of that, I keep pushing limits that I really shouldn't be pushing at all. Because of this stubbornness, I keep causing arguments with the one girl I love the most which is resulting in her thinking negatively about everything. I really don't want to be that same person I was just a couple of years ago. Why do I never seem to learn from such things? I really thought that I had got past it and that I was growing up. Obviously not!

I'm tired of fucking everything up and making things worse for myself and everyone around me. I have made so many mistakes, but what's worse is my decision making. That's something I vastly need to improve.

Whilst I am taking the time to state my faults and the things I need to work on; I also want to take this time to apologise to anyone I have hurt over the years. I also want to apologise for any rift I have caused amongst others and to the people I have lost friendships with because of my stubbornness. I'm prepared to make changes to improve myself, and I'm working hard to ensure that I do so.